My Love ,
I Lost ,I lost you .and that hurts so much .
how could you just go on with you life ? tell me cause i'm stuck ,
Stuck here without you . its not normale ,it isn't easy . I would die for you .
but you just don't need me , you just don't want me . or this is what it looks like
How could you be zo cold , so hard . If i never learned to be so strong ,
I wouldn't sit here and write this to you . I just can't understand why you left me
why you left me behind . Don't you miss me ? Don't you wonder How I'm doing in my life , on school ..
I'm pretty sure you've never left a tear for me . I still hope that there will be a day where you come to me and give me a hug and where you say youre sorry and that you want me to be with you .
I wish you would call or send me a letter just to know how i'm doing without you .
Its hard for me to say but i've never tought you woul be my worst nightmare ,
i cant sleep , i cant think normaly , i cant enjoin the moments of fun annymore .
i'm always thinking , hoping , praying , for you . but you wont come back .
you wont . i get it now I mean nothing to you , i'm not even worth a single tear for you .